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Message: Happy Birthday Early! Rest in Peace at least you have me! I said too you once when you die plz let me know your around. You are for sure. Michael said I was a liar that tou didn't pay visits. Im not only 1 in this world too experience them. You2 weren't that close any family except me. You raised me I loved you. Michael couldn't stop you from leaving too see me on holidays. You never stopped being there. Every1 my grandma was a good independent woman. She was indeed. Yes she led an interesting life not boring. She told me last time I ever saw her plz never change who you are. One time she told me I knew you were special at a young age. I am truely thats for sure. Im very strongwilled

Message: Birthday 35 yrs old now. I always say I love you too. Famlies gone every1 there seperate ways. Me2 but I hold you very close too my heart always. Im alright as noone helps me family wisé. I shut the door as I needed too. To walk on my own 2 feet stand tall see if I could make it or fail. Haven't failed. I have2 nascar races planned I'll be in actually. You would be proud Dover Truck race again Pocono. I'm so blessed even though people have said you cant do this or that not possible. Standing tall. I miss not having photos I tried for 2 yrs. Some people cant ever just listen take the time 2 open a book have copies made or take time alone too see them. I only have the memories no family love abandoned. Its made me stronger. Love William

Message: So much time has passed and your love is never forgotten nor lost. Sorry grandma you couldn't be here still too love me or where you wanted2 stay but be forced out. You said I don't feel safe. No you weren't. I want any1 too see this and realize parents dont need 2 be hurt ever or try and controll them. They raise there kids let them be. No extra stress or to say things 2 cause stress. It affects 1s with a condition. 2 much and feeling isolated your health goes. You dont want2 live anymore. You truely dont Sad part is 1 will succumb&die. Whats a loved 1 suppose2 do go on alone me! Not even be allowed 2 see her in her final hours. Not notify me heartless cruel family. Couldn't even be there when she passed. Lets not tell justin 1 you loved raised spoiled. Let third party say it. As I run things controlling set in my ways.1 uncle Things promissed photos etc nothing not 1 photo. Left abandonded like trash. Grandma im just fine mature not timid anynore. In life you gave love in death you gave me a purpose. Too help others have compassion be on social media. Talking about Elder abuse warning signs so many issues too. You so taught me too be independent like you were. You never wanted2 stay down there. She always came up on holidays2 see me. She enjoyed them. Lastly parents never deserve2 be talked down too or abused in any way. They need love and there Independance. Not out 2 for there own sick purposes too get rid of them. 1s left like me so many others what u had taking away. God sees that ends loved 1s suffering. Its a nightnare every waking moment bad dream.Your not suffering anymore grandma im glad. I do theres sum really sick psychotic people out there. Can never forgive u shut the door on people2 protect urself from what 1 goes thru themselves. You stop that cycle from reaching you. I cant be silenced and being a voice an advocate. I wont never

Message: Happy Birthday Grandma I love you. I cannot ever forget. Others have left but not me. I still love you keep memories alive. Even as an adult I'd open your bedroom door and come in check up on you. Id bring matress in 2 put beside your bed. Every night bring it in. We shared so many memories. Even when in ur later years I had noone for holidays. You always came up too see me. Your heart was just fine and your love so ever strong. want u 2 come up see me. Thanks for always coming up2 see me not let any1 or anything get in ur way. I didnt push u aside I didnt make u live where u were. My grandma only had me really Mathew penny4 true love not controlling. Sorry you died it wasent your time 2 go. Doctors said 5 to 10yrs. You were taking away from me loved 1s not by choice but other circumstances. True your not suffering anymore. I do everyday Things promissed but you never abandoned me ever Every1 else has. I always loved you. True you were only1 2 love me. Thankyou for that. Im glad your not suffering pain anymore of all kinds u endured. 2late 2 have taking you away from all u suffered but u still loved me. Noone let me in to see you thats heartless cruel. After u passed I came sat. Its heartless 2 leave loved 1 after they pass. You taught me2 show compassion love. I held your hand kissed your cheek. You always let me. I will always love u forever.

Message: Lastly you taught me love kindness too show love. Last visit you told me 2 never change who you are plz. Were your last words me in anktie You said too me I like botie. I will never change who I am never!!! U know I was special fought hard2stay alive being born. Which is in my baby book in writing. I miss the I love yous and being an adult staying with u. I have no photos of you not 1s of that I saw when u loved2pose. I remember in my head. I do grieve yet I carry on. I've learned too let go and carry on. If I had the money I would have gotten u out no more pain suffering just you and me grandma. You got 1 last vacation in!!! I made sure that was going2 happen do it all over again so u would get that chance. That was my plan too get u away. If it was meant not at all greatest decision. You surely spoke your mind and came up too see me. Get away escape all drama pain you suffered. Was u and me on holidays little teenager. Im glad u always came up. You told me you never liked it down there better with me. Ever since I was born you said you would raise me love me pit your heart love focuss all on me. You surely did that. Thankgod I have ur wedding band eternity band thats platinum and diamonds real 1s. If I couldn't get sapphire 1 that was promissed that was next piece! You taught me jewerly I learned know alot. That ring is worth $2500 guitar I loved and all years you gave me money secretly. You said if I want too leave you things only you its my money choice. Your words if I dont want2 leave my kids anything so be it. Stern u were there wasent much left.Loves worth more than money or abuse power. You suffered alot. Glad ur not anymore. Glad after u passed I saw u. Noone was going2 stop me noone did!!! I love my life my dedication promoting love. Found my purpose in life being on twitter. Sharing so much being apart of a nascar team in truck series. I love it helping Jennifer Jo Cobb. Starting my 1st race at Dover in Truck series visiting. Dreams can come true. Love u always. If family cant do There part in helping caring enough I will surely do for you my life. Yea abandoned but its made me stronger than ever!!! Some families are just sick not me

Message: Poem Love is taught and so is Grace, You had both, but im not distraught, your love and grace gets me thru, since it was Only you ive ever known,. Rip Grandma Yea im alone sometimes its best too be alone. You taught me 2be strong by your indepenance living alone. You taught me 2 carry on and im finishing where u left off of your life. 1 has 2 keep your memory legacy alive. I do that every day. Im ok alone family wise at its only me. Im alright im a strong man. Confident man not timid anynore. I closed door as u know on 1. It was best couldn't go down that path as it wasent beneficial. Not what u taught me. So ill continue on living

Message: Your always be missed and loved always. Lots of love passion intimate times that i'll treasure for a lifetime&keep you close too my heart every single day. Noone knew what we had as we lived private lives for so many years. I will always love you more than your husband or children Michael could ever have will. There were those passionate times of embracing 1 another loving.. Nights filled with love&Joy. So many years passed by but i'll always remember you sweetheart. Your always be my sweetheart.

Message: Heres a candle for you for mothers day. You were my life and joy. 2Nd motherhood for you only 1 who ever truely loved me supported me. You never abandoned me. Its only me now. I would think that there would be family support but none. Sometimes 1 has too set themselves free too live freely not be so sad. No matter what i'll always love you and you said never change who you are. I dont wont. We cannot control what the past brings us but keep on loving you will never stop. Love Justin

Message: Birthday my 31st, You were atound from day I was born too our last visit. The only 1 at the end too listen2u hear your vries tears sorrow pain. You were a greatmother 2me&the only 1 who ever truely loved me thru thick&thin. I surely grieve every single day. At least u went in peace knowing i be ok even though im all alone no.family too love me, I wear my sapphire band on my wedding band finger for you! I will always love you. I wanted too be 1st 1too say happy mothers day birthday etc! Im bit selfish but i sure got spoiled. Your work never done. Im following where u left off somebody's got2finish and care!!! Thanks4visting me in.my sleep letting me know ur close by always. Thankyou soo much. Mine we were insepartable. You were my only family i'll always carry on

Message: happy birthday grandma wanted to be 1st 1 too say it. Your work wasent done not with me!